Single..

2011年4月28日.. 星期四.. 晴..

Absent Day..

I'm getting sick ><

my throat so pain..

oh my god!!

I can't stand fast ><

I would like to quickly recover~

Suffer now ><

In this few days..

I can't focus at my academic..

Maybe I'm sick that's why I can't focus..

Haiz..

5th May

I will start my exam~

Now I still can't focus..

I can't imagine my result ><

Continue Single Life..

2011年4月22日.. 星期五.. 晴..

才第三天..

我选择了分手。

性格··和他的认真，

让我喘不过气··

我受不了这样的感情，

所以我选择了放弃。

回到去我一个人的生活··

今天在学校，

拿着朋友的电话，

听《礼物》

为什么?

为什么我会再一次的听着这首歌?

难道我真的还没放下吗?

但是我的心里，

充满了悲伤。

那道伤口似乎又流出了鲜血··

直流不停。

谁又掀起了我这一道伤口?

是我自己吗?

是我不自不觉的掀开了吗?

伤心的感觉··又回来了。

这个星期六，

想再一次的孤单一个人去一个地方··

No Single Life anymore..

2011年4月22日.. 星期五.. 晴..
单身的日子将在今天结束。

No Single Life anymore for me..

I got someone take care me and accompany me..

Izzit will forever?

who's know?

22th April..

7.35pm..

someone came my house pick up me..

and we go the curve to join his secondary gathering..

wow..

NERVOUS NERVOUS !!

but finally everything is fine and pretty good =)

his friend are kindly and friendly..

I feel pretty good with him..

he's a humor.. careful and considerate guys.. =)

but he not so tall.. erm..

taller than me little bit only ><

hmm..

but I hope it's not important for me..

Although I like my bf is tall..

but if you really like a guys..

You won't care anything..

cause you know you're like him, love him and need him.. =)

But..

at the next day..

we got a bit quarrel =(

it's no good!!

dislike this~

I scare I can't be a perfect girlfriend..

cause I will ask about myself be a perfect girlfriend..

I really want myself become a perfect girlfriend..

I get pressure in this respect.. =(

and I am very demanding of their own =(

Hope I can become a perfect girlfriend..

Single..

2011年4月20日.. 星期三
单身的日子.. 第40天.. 雨

I was so happy today..

Why?

Because I find someone accompany me =)

he was a funny guys xD

and I feel he so good..

but this is my intuition only..

In fact..

I don't know what kind of person he is..

cause we know a few days only..

We are always thinking the same thing..

Chat with him are so comfortable..

listening what he saying..

and we can discuss many thing..

and we talk very frankly..

that's I need..

I don't know that we will not become a couple..

cause I know enough about him..

I need more time to know him..

In fact..

I very happy..

cause he is a humor guys and will make me happy always..

together with him,

are no need hide anything with him..

cause we like to talk frankly =)

Whether he will be my next?

Single..

2011年4月16日.. 星期六
单身的日子.. 第36天.. 阴

Yesterday..

I went out with Kee =)

I love to go out with her..

cause we have a lot of topics can be said ,

it's very nice^^

and I love it too..

Just like me and Bowie..

Me and Kee are so narcissism..

we like to take picture when we were went out..

I am very happy today =)

Because my nephew came to my house.. =)

they have six month ady =)

and i love them so much when they are laughing.. =)

when they are crying ,

i can't coax them also..

Now..

my elder nephew are playing with his pillow..

and my nephew was sleeping at beside my elder nephew..

they're so cute =)

when i saw them..

i will be very happy and i can forget anything unhappy.. =)

Single..

2011年4月14日.. 星期四
单身的日子.. 第34天.. 阴

In fact ,

today is a Valentine's day..

but it seems none of my business..

cause I didn't have a boyfriend now..

After one month ..

I still was not have a boyfriend..

and I need ,

but no one can accompany me..

and no one love me..

Love has leave me alone..

I'm alone..

My Best Friend..

all got boyfriend accompany them ,

that's why I become alone..

no people chase me..

no one concern me any more ..

I miss when we're went out together..

but I think has no chance again..

cause they're got boyfriend already..

no need us any more..

and Me?

still alone with myself..

I feel this year..

I was no boyfriend in the whole year..

and I will be alone in this year..

Haiz.. =(

and I knew they're go Luna Bar in this Saturday..

no date us also..

when I hear this..

I feel so sad =(

cause I feel they're don't want go with us..

and feel us so trouble..

Nothing I can say when I hear that..

I'm feel alone..

who will accompany me?

My First English Diary =)

2011年4月13日.. 星期三
单身的日子.. 第33天.. 晴

Today was a bad day to me,

cause I don't know how to improve my English ..

This is my trouble now..

Since I went to kindergarten ,

my English was pretty good..

but when I start primary school ,

my English is become poor..

until now..

my English result also not so good..

this is very disappointing..

How Can I Improve My English?

Just now..

I ask my bro..

how can I improve my English ?

he ask me read more newspaper..

watch drama with subtitle..

hear more..

speak more..

and write more..

When I clear this..

and start write diary in English..

Hope my English will be better soon..

God Bless..

单身..

2011年4月10日.. 星期天
单身的日子.. 第30天.. 雨

这几天的我，
又好像想通了一样··
真的很开心 =)
至于是因为什么原因，
那我也真的不懂了··

不过只要不在想，
对我来说已经很好了。
能够真正的学会让自己放下，
是我最大的愿望(*现在啦 xD)


总觉得，
悲欢离合··
习惯了，
麻木了，
就会好了。

这几天，

都在考虑着毕业后要读什么··

Taylors??

KDU??

Hmm..

thinking thinking..

不过还是要看自己成绩吧。

希望我做到自己想做的 =)

单身..

2011年4月7日.. 星期四

单身的日子.. 第27天.. 阴

其实，

有时候真的很模糊··

也很矛盾。

虽然不是想在回一起，

但是就是忘不了··

什么时候，

我才可以做得到？

我并没有确定的答案··

爱情的事，

我真的很累了··

总是找不到安稳的感情生活··

我只想要一个对我全心全意，

真心疼我的人··

难道就真的找不到了吗？

怎么我的桃花好像都消失了一样··

这是我最不明白的。

没有桃花的日子真的··

挺难过的。

我想和我所有的前男友··

说声对不起··

我不曾珍惜你们。

都是我不好··

也难怪现在的我没有人疼··

对不起·· =(

单身..

2011年4月3日.. 星期日

单身的日子.. 第23天.. 晴

昨晚的我，

流下了眼泪··

一旦开始，

就无法停止··

不停的流，

看着生日的影片，

看着熟悉的画面，

看着熟悉的连续剧，

眼泪不停的流··

还未崩溃。

我还撑得下去，

HOPE I CAN DO THAT~ PLEASE~

单身..

2011年4月2日.. 星期六

单身的日子.. 第22天.. 阴

今天有很多的感受，

但是好像形容不出来··

刚看戏的时候，

又让我想到你了··

戏里的女主角，

崩溃了··

因为男主角已经死了。

永永远远的离开了女主角··

我不想再有崩溃的感觉，

真的不想了。

我终于可以自己一个人去一个地方了 =)

真的很开心下的~ xD

终于可以体会一个人的时候，

有寂寞，

有享受··

我想对今天的自己坦白··

我不开心了··

今天我又想你了。

想你的所有··

难道我们彼此之间，

真的没有挽留的机会了吗?

你真的··

不要我了吗?

我不知道我又欺骗了自己几久，

逃避了几久··

真的不知道 =(

好想哭··好想哭··

但我的眼泪始终没有流下。

我不想再面对自己的感情了··

对不起。

我选择伪装自己，

掩饰自己。

因为我不想你们再担心我··

对不起..